Nicholas, I am so sorry to hear that you are faced with such a difficult decision. :( I know you said you have fallen into debt. I don't know your exact situation, but we do have some options that may be able to help if you think things might turn around in the near future. For example, we could cover three months' support for you and then we could lower your support amount to $19 for five months. Please let me know if this would help. If not, let me know and I will make your child available for another sponsor.