Hey olimbhy, I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Would it help you out if Compassion could cover three months of support for you? I know they offer that option to sponsors who are struggling financially. I'm just another sponsor but if you will post back here and let the ladies at Compassion that manage this forum know then they will be able to help you with that or with canceling your sponsorship if that's what you need to do. I'm praying for you.