Hello Sabdy, I am sorry to hear that you need to cancel your sponsorship of Esmeralda. Please tell me if there is anything that Compassion may do to better serve you. If this is due to a financial concern, I may be able to assist. I would love to be able to keep you connected with Esmeralda. I can pause your monthly contribution for three months. This would take care of May, June and July. Beginning in August I can reduce your normal contribution of $38 to $19 for an additional three months. Please let me know if this will help or not.